Okay so total girly confession. I was of course of of those girls that saw the movie PS I love you. When I saw it I ran out and ordered the soundtrack on itunes. I fell in love with the song by the Pogues called love you till the end. I was driving down the road when the song came on. I was listening to the lyrics and felt the spirit tell me that this is his song to me. The lyrics say this I just want to see you when your all alone. This really spoke to me saying how God loves it when we are alone with him. Then it says I just want to catch you if you can God spoke and said see I love you and don’t want to see you fail or fall i am there and can carry you if I need to. Then the lyrics say All I can say is I love you till the end. God loves us till the end and since we have made a covenant with him the end will never come. Then for some reason this made me think of a fairy tale. Every fairy tale ends with And they lived happily ever after. I think this is exactly how our life is in the end we will live happily care free for ever but until then we might have to defeat some dragons on the way or stop an evil man. However we will have an ending worth writing about.
A moment for me lol! November 11, 2008
Okay so college life is great! My classes are coming to an end and it is actually quite sad. I have already signed up for classes! I can’t wait till next semester I feel very confident that it will hold some amazing treasures. I have made some more friends. Lawerance, Donny, Thomas, Daniel, David, Chris, Megan, Mariam, Amanda, Sarah…and more! I love making new friends especially when they are close to God. Oh I almost forgot I have a mentor who is truly wonderful and a blessing to have in my life. Her name is Hannah and I just know God is going to do great things in our lives. Oh mom got a job and well it isn’t everything she has hoped for if you catch my drift. However it is a job and we need the money. I have been buying some new clothes and I must say it has boost my confidence up! It is amazing how something simple like that can make a difference. Okay so here is where I want to get spiritual. I have been reading Jackie Kendall who I saw live lol her books. I have loved it. She writes about how girls need to look for a Boaz instead of a Bozo. I feel like I have been preaching this for years lol well actually I have. Marriage was the topic in Psychology tonight. It really got me thinking and actually depressed about how so many people have the wrong idea. I know so many Christian young people who have given themselves away. Not only that but people are living together more and more. And the fact that people judge on the outward appearance so much. This shouldn’t matter. It angered me that so many men feel a woman should live up to certain critiria of looks. I think this is where our christian sisters feel the need for surgical procedures and immodest clothing. ANd then this is the act that makes our christian brothers stumble. I think that we should be so immersed in God that we know for sure who we are to be with and never have been in a relationship with them. I don’t know maybe I am the only one thinking this way. I know I haven’t met any men having this same idea but I know that God will bless me. I would love for more to join with me and make a difference. I’m sorry I am just really perplexed by the attitudes of my counrty. Oh well I gotta run well more like sleep! Let me know what you all think!
God Bless, Christ
In His service now and forever!
