College! October 15, 2008

I must say it has been a while but I have had a lot happen. We tried to move and then didn’t and now we have and things have started to settle. However this week is insane for me because of midterms. I have a pretty busy schedule every week. Mondays I have basic acting and GNED in which later I have Psychology which is a 3 hour class. Tuesdays I have Theatre History and Evangelism and later that night I have self defense with my friend Ashley. We actually just got done and tonight we were able to learn some really koowl things. I already feel safer. It is really sad when you kind of want someone to try and attack you just cause you know you can take them down. Wed. I have basic acting and GNED and later that night I have campus church. Thursdays I have Education and Theatre History and Evangelism. Then I have something that night. This week it is scare mare and next week it is a teacher meeting. Friday I have Basic acting and GNED and usually do something with friends along with studying writing papers and doing projects. My weekends finish it all up. I have a huge prayer request fo my own which is I have had some problems when my period comes I really have pain in which I throw up and can’t move among others things. I figured it was normal and possibly could be fixed with birth control pills. My symptoms have been getting worse so I felt that I could look up and see what I could do to make it better. I found out I might have Endomitriosis. This is a disease with all of my symptoms. It can be cured in small cases by medication but most of the time with surgery. This is not what scared me. If I have to have surgery I might not be able to have children either at all or will continue to have miscarriages for the rest of my life. For those who know me well know I have such a heart for children and love them and want to have many of my own. Finding out that this might be taken away from me is so hard. I was reading in the scripture and found Genesis 30:1 where it says that Rachel cried out and said “Give me children or else I will die.” I know how she feels to have that taken away is such a horrible thing to think of. Plus it is satan using this as a distraction. He is telling me lies of how this will cause me to never get married. I have turned to my bible study and I am growing closer with him. I really need to get some rest. i want you to keep me and my family in your prayers. Thanks you so much! God Bless,Christy