Trinity Wake up call! February 25, 2008

Wow so times are hard for us right now. I am having trouble hearing the Lord’s voice. I was listening to a song called Just in time by Misty Edwards, where she sings this I’ve been crucified with Christ,
Like a rushing river am I
Like a raging torrent inside
I find that I’m full of knowing nothing
I find that I’m hungry for the fullness of Christ

Crucified with Christ, I’ve been crucified with Christ
Yet not I, for one thing I know
You make ALL things beautiful
Just in time

From glory to glory,
From death to life, life to death again
From strength to strength
Deep calls out to deep, Deep calls out to deep, Deep calls out to deep
As I press on!

This song is for me right now this is how i feel i know that i am full of knowing nothing and i am indead hungry for Christ. I am being crucified with Christ and i need to understand that God does in fact make things beautiful in time. I am wanting that time of beauty to come for the past 2 years i have been beaten and hung on the cross and by who? CHRISTIANS! ya sad isn’t it. I want to have you all join me in prayer please pray for my family but pray for the family’s at trinity. There is alot of evil going on there, especially in the administration and leadership area. If someone reads this and gets angry and offended you are probably one of those crucifying people. Step out be a follower in Christ. I am horrified by the acts of throwwing families on the street with no remorse and sympathy. The fact that one of you all who will read this adores the acts of a leader who has been fake in their sympathy and has been the leader of this, i am going to tell you that you will be getting a wake up call from the Lord soon. Open your eyes and see the darkness going on in this area. I need you all to join me in prayer and to help put an end .

Top 4 facebook friends Casey, Kelly, Carrie, and Jake! February 12, 2008

Do You Really Know Your Top 4 ” ?
Really Know Your Top 4?
1. Casey
2. Kelly
3. Carrie
4. Jake

PUT AN X IN THE CORRECT ONE!

Who is Blood related to you?
[] friend 1
[ ] friend 2
[ ] friend 3
[ ] friend 4

WHO’S HOUSE HAVE YOU BEEN TO
[] friend 1
[X] friend 2
[X her old house] friend 3
[ X] friend 4

Who have you known the longest?
Casey

Who have you known the shortest?Jake
——-Friend Number One?———-

1. When is the last time you talked to him/her?
umm it’s been a few days

2. Do you love him/her?
yup he’s my best friend forever.

3. Would you do anything for her/him?
probably.

4. Do you talk to him/her every day?
try too. but he’s so far away

5. How long have you known each other?
7 years

->>FRIEND NUMBER TWO< <-

1. Do they live close to you?
yup

2. Do you trust them with anything?
yup

3. Do you know their parents?
yes.

4. Are they one of your best friends?
yup she’s my twin
5. When will you see this person next?
idk but in March we are going to have a Audrey party.

————FRIEND #3————–

1. How did you meet this person?
She was my old youth ministers wife

2. Where does this person live?
Nashville

3. Do you know their last name? If So, What is it?
yup Hayes

4. When was the last time you talked to her/him?
ummm it’s been a while

5. Do you enjoy spending time with him or her
ummm i havn’t seen her in quite a few years.

6. Do you talk to them everyday?
nope wish i did though she’s great

——FRIEND NUMBER 4——–

1. When was the last time you saw this person?
ummm earlier

2. Do you know their parents?
ummm i have met his mom like once

3. Is he/she fat?
no although i tell him he looks pregant he’s not he’s as slim as a celery stick hahaha idk what that means i just have always wanted to say that.

4. How long have you known each other?
oh we met way back in the day lol nah we met like last March

5. Do you talk to this person everyday?
ya cause they are my teacher. He’s weird though i probably shouldn’t talk to him.

Casey Lee! February 12, 2008

Please answer the following on your Best friend on facebook! Have Fun =]

Who is you’re # 1? Russel Casey Lee

Are you related? Might as well be.

How old are they? umm he is 364 days younger than me. He is 16

How did you meet? umm long story involving climbing trees and knowing Victor Lee.

Does this person live near you?Nope wish he did though.It’s probably best that we don’t though cause we would cause too much trouble.

Do/Did you go to school with this person or work together? No. He came to my school for like 3 days does that count.And we will be going to College together.

Do you know this person’s parents? Absolutly Papa Lee and The Queen of Sheba Mary Lee

Do they still live at home with their parents?Ya probably always will. lol jk

How long have you known each other?ummm wow 7 years.

Ever dated this person? nope but he is my Valentine.

Ever kissed this person? Nope

When’s the last time you saw each other? Ummm July 2 I think sad isn’t it but i will see him Thursday.

What color is this person’s eyes? Pretty Blue. I hate ya man.

Does your parents know your # 1? umm let me think basically ya they do.And they Absolutly adore him.
If you moved away would you miss this person? umm i already miss this person if i moved i might be closer.

Does this person have any peircings or tattoos? nope

What was your first impression of this person? I thought he was weird but when I got to know him I reliized he was liek the Koowlest person ever.

Do you two share any inside jokes? hahahaha ya. Too many to put on here.

Have you ever spent the night together? Not together but ummm like he was across the street from me. I am hoping he will come stay with my fam sometime this year.

When was the last time you talked on the phone? ummm well i’m calling him tonight.

Can your # 1 dance? yupper

Is he/she a flirt? idk my BFF Rose.

What is your favorite memory with this person?ummm probably when he got stuck in the toliet at spiritual emphasis.

Has this person ever seen you cry? ya when Harrison came to the school and screwed things up and everytime they leave i cry.

Can this person cheer you up when you’ve had a bad day?omg yes all the time. He’s got like magic powers.

Can you cheer him/her up? idk

Ever done anything illegal with this person? nope not yet but probally gunna happen in college.
Does he/she make you laugh?all the time especially when he says pudding.

Do you regret anything the two of you have done?no i don’t think we have done anything bad.

Does this person’s appearance match their personality? idk he looks funny and he is funny ya i guess so. Jk idk i guess maybe it does.

If you moved away would you miss this person? i already do.

Ever argued with or fought with your # 1? ya we have fights but we never go to bed angry.

What is his/her best feature? well he has a great personanlity and i love his eyes i would kill for blue eyes.

Could you live without this person?nope don’t think i could.

Ever had a dream about your # 1? umm one time i dreamed i was pregnant and married to him you should have heard Koppola’s interpretation.

What is your favorite thing about this person? i like him everything he’s just my best friend and no one can change that.

What is your favorite thing to do with this person? idk we don’t get to hang out very often.

What would you do if you were locked in a room with this person? ummm i might kill him but we would probably get our way out.
My Best friend!
Describe him/her in 4 words. Totally my best friend or absolutly amazing

Do you love your # 1? absolutly!

Wouuld you or are you married to your # 1?hahaha no but everyone says we are gunna but we disagree.

Something the whole world should know about my # 1 is: he’s amazing and girls he’s single.

License Plates! February 11, 2008

So tonight God sent me another license plate. God has been sending me messages on license plates. It seems to be the only way he can get my attention right now. Last week he sent me Psalms :14 and today he sent me psalms 37:4 Which says Take delight in the Lord and he will give you your hearts desires. I have been praying for the Lord to bless me and my family in areas. I am hoping he is telling me he can help me with those things but i need to delight in him. My question is how do you delight in the Lord? If anyone knows i would greatly appreciate it. Anyways tonight i didn’t got o youth group i went grocery shopping with my mom. She has been very sick we think she has the flu. I went to help her so she could get out of the store quick. I think Jake is still mad at me. I just have a feeling he is not very happy with me. I don’t know i wish all of this junk would go away. Koppola says he is hurt and that hurt people hurt people. I think i am pretty guilty in this area too. Well continue to pray for my family for them to get better and that God would truly bless my family. Thank you so much! God Bless,Christy

Spiritual Suicide!?! February 10, 2008

Hey guys. Wow i am going through such a hard time right now. I just feel alone. People are probably thinking but Christy you have tons of friends and people who care about you and hang out with you what are you talking about? Well I can’t exactly say i know. I can only explain it as a war in which there are more people on my side than against but the people on my side aren’t doing any fighting so I’m alone. I feel so depressed. I don’t know i have so many classes a day in which i don’t have time to relax. I am fighting with people who i don’t want to fight with. I am acting like a negative horrible person. I am not going to church i have dropped secret keepers and I’m not reading the word. Worship feels dry and doesn’t make me feel close to God at all. I am going to call this post Spiritual Suicide because i am killing my spiritual life and i know it. I am not saying i am proud of it but i am aware. I should be going up to Liberty on Thursday and i am hoping to get something. I was very freaked out last night. Stevie and i rented a movie. We rented Mothman Prophecies. It started off good and ended good but in the middle i felt a demonic presence. Fear ran through my body like crazy. I had to turn on the lights i was crying. I don’t get scared easily but this really freaked me out. Hollywood really does work for some Crazy people and has it’s ties with the wrong forces.I really don’t want to live here anymore. I want to move in with the Koppolas. I had a bad week this week. I got in a fight with Jake and i really don’t like that. The people i care about i feel i am loosing. Koppola cried on the phone with me and we read Psalm 23 out loud and prayed over it. I am just really suffering. I still think Jake hates me. I don’t know i just hate loosing people i actually care about. I put on a face daily of being happy. You can usually tell when i am faking it because i act very immature and hyper. Basically annoying. I have been doing this for weeks. I am blowing up at random times. I just don’t know. All i know is I need prayer. Please pray for me. Thanks! God Bless,Christy

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Zion Daniel Koppola! February 1, 2008

Yes i am truly happy about the birth of my beautiful God Son Zion. I am so happy to have the Koppola’s in my life and i have no idea what i would do with out them. I am so happy to be feeling better too. The Lord has blessed me greatly this week. First the obvious the birth of a child. Don’t worry pictures will be on here shortly. Also i have had the great opportunity to witness in my American History class at my college. My professor is a strong believer and has been teaching us and mixing salvation in. I am so happy about that. I have also been able to get to talk to Jake. Although you are so annoying and are totally weird i still care about ya man. It has been great to share about my up coming summer adventure along the way with him and him to share his too. I am truly blessed. Thank you! So i have been thinking alot and have had several things come up the Lord is back to talking to me. I have been in a time of serious depression and not hearing the Lord speak. I can’t wait to start reading my book this weekend Unchristian. Oh and i was blessed with a laptop my dad found one and it works great i will still be getting my beautiful mac so this one is not permanent. Anyways i better go continue to pray for all of us. Thank You God Bless,Christy